#7 LAURISTON CAMPUS

The biggest secret of my life is that: I don’t exist







For quite a while, I was not in the mood for anything.

There was nothing changed in my lockdown life, just stayed at home day after day.

I started losing the sense of passing time, losing the connection to real world (and not yet built a satisfying connection with the virtual world).

While making this project, I saw this message on the gate of Lauriston Campus.

Maybe it was left by a person who was afraid of losing their own trace of existence, just like I was.


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封城剛開始的一個月左右,不知為何我就是提不起勁做任何事情(尤其是藝術),然後我一成不變、日復一日的生活似乎更助長了這種狀況。

我開始有點感覺不出時間的流逝,跟真實世界的連結也變得微弱,同時還莫名地抗拒新流行的各種線上社交活動(總之就是很脫節)。

過一陣子後,我到處散步時,發現這句話被寫在藝術學院的大門上。

我在想,這個人或許也跟之前的我一樣,覺得沒有在任何地方留下什麼痕跡的自己,好像已經快要不存在了。